Karma

Friday, June 5, 2026 9:27 AM

Sorry, this is meant to be an art blog, lol. It will be again at some point. I just found out the shitty place that I worked at earlier this year is closing down. Hmm I wonder why! Haha. That place and everyone who worked there were so horrible. Wolves in sheep's clothing, etc, etc. Literally one of the worst workplaces I've ever been subjected to. Happy Pride bitches.

Rambles

Wednesday, June 3, 2026 8:41 PM

 


My video is nearly done, for real this time. It'll be up on some random day at some random time over the weekend. I don't want to think about it too hard and just upload it on whatever day and time I'm feeling the best. I've been slowed down again because of work stuff and I also haven't been feeling well. The weather has suddenly decided to go from freezing cold to hot as balls, which is typical for where I live honestly. I'm sure its just a combination of being tired, body stuff and hot weather but I've been feeling really irritated. So I'm also just trying to get my head right and mentally prepare myself for sharing stuff to youtube again. I'm really not sure when I'll have free time for personal art again. I still really do need to finish some new sticker designs and I do plan on recording some more gameplay for my next video. We may also be moving sometime in the near future? Not really sure. We're at least in the process of trying to.

More Stuff and Things

Monday, June 1, 2026 8:56 PM

 


 
I really wanted to update my youtube channel's banner and stuff since it was still Animal Crossing related.
I tried to make cicada wings but with like gothic style windows for the inner wing pattern. The top is the finished one and the bottom is the sketch. Its really lazy I just kind of drew a couple of the windows, then copy and pasted them and used the warping tool. I want to make a better one when I have the time. The font is called "Adorable Doll" btw, I really love it. I got it from this website. I did also draw a new avatar but I don't really like it haha so I'm not gonna post it here. I'll probably change it later. I always have a hard time drawing myself. I prefer to draw myself without eyes but I thought maybe that's too creepy and not as approachable for a youtube channel lol. Who knows


Stuff and Things

Sunday, May 31, 2026 4:31 PM

I'm still trapped in editing hell. I think realistically I need another few days before the video is done. I forgot I needed to boost the audio before uploading it to youtube and found out that there were a lot of keyboard sounds I wasn't hearing this entire time. I've been trying to go through and edit those out as best as I can, haha. So that's set me back a bit. I'm just getting pretty tired but I know myself too well. If I take a break I know I'll put it off for another week so I kinda have to just lock in at this point u_u Also, its kind of funny, but I suddenly want to play Minecraft for some reason, lol. I don't think I've played in like a year.

I'm Tired lol

Saturday, May 30, 2026 9:16 AM Category : ,

 




My goal was to upload the video today, but now I'm not really sure, haha. I didn't quite get everything done yesterday and I also have some work related stuff I need to do today. Despite drinking lots of caffeine I just never seem to have as much energy as I used to. I think I'll have to wait to upload it tomorrow because I don't think I'll be able to get everything done today. I'm really not in any hurry to finish it. I told myself I wasn't going to have that mindset with making videos. I'm just excited to get started on the next video, already, lol. I'll try to get it finished today but if it needs more time then it needs more time. I do think by the next video I should be a bit faster at editing, so that should make things a little easier. Its just been so long since I edited a video and I'm really still a novice at video editing.





More Video Stuff

Friday, May 29, 2026 1:33 PM Category : ,

 





 
 
More drawings for my video! There are more, I'll be spending the rest of the day on these. I should hopefully get the video wrapped up and uploaded tonight but I'll publish it tomorrow, probably.
 
This has honestly been really fun so far. I don't have the idea fully fleshed out or anything, but even though this is just a Let's Play series I want it to feel episodic or like a little show in a way. ^^
 
To be honest this project is kind of an indulgence for me. If people wanna watch that's great, but I'm having a lot of fun just playing in my weird little block game and making a little show out of it that I'll continue making it regardless if anyone watches or not.
 
I've been playing Vintage Story since 2023 but I haven't done everything in the game yet, including the story content. So I plan on doing everything I haven't done in this play through and I'd like to have a memory of it to look back on, I suppose. 





Nearly Done

Tuesday, May 26, 2026 9:10 PM Category : ,

 

 
I really wanted to have the video done by tomorrow but I think its gonna have to be pushed to Friday or Saturday, lol. Here are some drawings of my Vintage Story character that I plan on using in the video, and there's more but they're still sketches rn. I had this bold idea of doing some simple animations but I think I'm gonna have to skip that and maybe try that out in the next video. The video is done, its really just getting the art done and re-watching the video back trying to clean up any inconsistencies or fix any editing mistakes. Having to re-watch the video back is really what's taking up so much time, since its like an hour and a half long. Also Davinci Resolve freezes up occasionally which also slows things down. I actually have a lot of left over footage that I'm just going to save for the next video because this video would have ended up way too long if I used it. I know its pretty standard for a lets play to be a little over an hour but like idk. Anyway I'm so freaking tired lol.

My Secret Project!

Sunday, May 24, 2026 5:42 PM Category : ,

 

 
 
So...the project I've been working on is a Let's Play series for my abandoned youtube channel, lol. The video isn't quite done yet but I posted a preview video today since I have no idea how many people subscribed to my channel are even active anymore.
 
I'm honestly really terrified, but I had a lot of fun making it and I don't wanna scare myself out of posting it so I'm just gonna do it. Also so much of the youtube content related to this game seems to be made for and by chronically online 20 year olds (I'm not hating, I'm just old and it doesn't appeal to me lol T-T) and I really wanted to make the type of video I'd like to watch. A really casual let's play of someone just having fun while playing the game with cuts just to keep the pacing of the video interesting enough to watch.
 
The thumbnail isn't meta at all and people will probably assume I'm a vtuber or something but I don't really care. The meta thumbnail styles for this game are so lame and I don't care about the algorithm I just want to make silly videos and have fun, lol. I think I'm gonna try to get it done by Wednesday bc there's still some stuff I have to tweak and I also need to make an intro I guess.

Small Update

Friday, May 15, 2026 6:05 PM Category :

 I wasn't going to update my blog until I had some kind of art or doodle to post but I haven't been able to finish anything, let alone doodle, unfortunately :')

This project I'm working on is taking a lot more time than I really anticipated. Its kind of new territory for me so there's a lot of troubleshooting and learning. I'm also just very fixated on working on it, so I'm very tired, lol. I have no idea if I will even get it finished before the end of the month, which I was really hoping to. We'll see..

I just needed to vent I guess, since there's a lot of art I still need to finish and I was planning on finally updating my shop this month, but I suppose it'll have to wait until next month. :') 

Projects & Changes

Tuesday, May 5, 2026 12:59 PM Category : ,

 

 
    I think its been a couple days now that I started working on my new project. I was really unsure at first but I think its going really well :D I'll talk more about what it even is at some point, maybe. But for now I'd rather not go into too much detail about it. It is a lot more draining than I was anticipating it to be. I worked on it pretty much all day yesterday and I woke up feeling really tired today, haha.
 
    Anyway, I figure that's a good reason for me to switch back to shop related stuff since it requires a lot less energy. I started some Gundam themed sticker designs last month. People seem to like the Amuro themed sticker sheet I made. So I figured its time to finally make more. I had some other Gundam related stuff I was working on but idk I started to kind of hate them so I haven't touched them in awhile. D:
 
    There's also some other changes going on currently but I'm not really gonna go into details. But I would say they are positive changes. It seems like a bunch of new stuff is suddenly happening at once but that's just kind of how life is sometimes, I guess. Its a little scary but overall I think it is a good thing :-)